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Thursday April 2, 2020: A journal entry:
JESUS WEPT.
A Morning mist of low cloud wrapped soft around the hills.
I read John 6 and tried to ponder on Jesus the living bread. But the mist beckoned and drew me outside, quickly enfolding me in its clammy embrace.
There was no pausing to choose direction. I headed straight up the hill blanketed in the foggy stillness, only birdcall echoing the inner certainty – she’s coming to pray.
Pray up the hill. I haven’t prayed up there for a while. I’ve prayed. But not there on God’s hill, my place of retreat.
At the summit, as cloud drifted and lifted, it was my heart that rained out its anguished plea, the cry for help with COVID19: LORD HEAR OUR PRAYER. Help us Jesus.
That was it. No wordy waffle. I perched on the rim of the damp bench, poised in grief and need; heart, mind and spirit turned to God, “Yet still do I praise you Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Living God.”
A lull then settled over me, like a mute button had been pressed to hush the turmoil of my distressed thoughts and wretched emotions concerning the plight of the world’s people. Wait. Be quiet!
Jesus wept. The words from last Sunday’s reading came to mind loud and clear.
33 When Jesus saw her crying, and the Judaeans who had come with her crying, he was deeply stirred in his spirit, and very troubled. 34 ‘Where have you laid him?’ he asked. ‘Master,’ they said, ‘come and see.’ 35 Jesus burst into tears. (John 11:33-35 NTE)
I too burst into tears, and as I wept, there at the top of the hill, I knew he was weeping with me. Weeping with all the world. Weeping for us all.
Turn to me. And I, turning, vision all awash, could see clearly, he was there. Feed my sheep. To this I shook my head, and thought, I’m no pastor. You are a minister of my word. Therefore, speak my word to others. Speak my word to one another. And suddenly understanding dawned. “You aren’t just saying this to me, are you? It’s your call to all of us: Feed your sheep. The responsibility is ours collectively.” And I pictured the scattered sheep, isolated from one another but belonging together and needing creative new ways of being church and speaking grace and hope to one another and others.
I plunged, then, down the hill, not following the worn paths but winding down the steeper slope, weaving through knee high weeds, around rocky mounds and patches of slippery flattened grass, to emerge at the wider base track.
Now is the time to forge new paths. Jesus is still the Way, the “base track” of my faith remains the same. It’s the network of familiar paths that represent how we have lived out our faith, that have fallen away, not God’s word or his kingdom, or his love.
I am thankful for this love that comes to us where we are: scattered sheep weeping in the mist of uncertainty. I’m thankful that Jesus wept and that his way isn’t set in stone. That he comes and calls us to discover a new and living way, today and tomorrow and the next day. Hallelujah! This is a new day! And the Jesus who weeps with us in our distress will renew us and lead us on beyond COVID19.
JESUS WEPT.
The autumn sun filtered a pale ray through the drifting grey. A reminder that the God who weeps, also sheds light as well as tears.
Righteous discipline
by Anne Hansen
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We have all had human fathers who trained us for a little while. They did what they thought was best. But God trains us for our good. He does this so we may share in his holiness (Hebrews 12:9a,10).
Read Hebrews 12:4–11
I really enjoy gardening. I think there is something very therapeutic about having your hands in dirt and seeing plants grow under your care. When I plant little tomato plants, they grow for a little while on their own, but if I leave them without support, they can easily be broken in the wind and rain. So, I tie a stake to the flimsy stem to help it grow straight. As the tomato plant grows, a larger stake is needed so it can get tall and produce a lot of fruit. When tying the plant to the stake, I am not doing it to hurt the plant, but to support it, care for it and help it produce fruit.
God loves you so much that he does all he can to support and protect you from all the evils in the world. He has sent his Holy Spirit to help us when needed, and so we can know his love. He sent his only Son to die for our sins and to assure us of his forgiveness and life forever with him.
God also sent his word for us to read, learn from and understand his ways. Then God also placed us in families to guide, lead and protect each person so that they may know God’s love.
But sometimes we make mistakes, and God lovingly corrects us. This correction is to help us grow, be strong and produce fruit – like the tomato plant. God allows us to face the consequences of our sinful actions or tells us ‘No’ to keep us safe. We may feel that God is hurting us, but it is his way of helping us to grow straight and strong in his love.
Human parents discipline their children not to hurt them, but to guide and protect them because they love their children so much. God is the same with us. He doesn’t discipline because he is angry or wants to punish. He disciplines because he loves us and wants us to share in his holiness and spend eternal life with him. See the training and correcting from God as a sign of his intense love for you to bear the fruits and be the person God made you to be.
You will have bad days, but God is always there, loving you!
My loving Father, you care for me so much that you correct and train me in your ways. Help me to understand that it is all because of your great love for me. Guide me to listen and follow your commands. Amen.
Anne Hansen has been the Lutheran Tract Mission development officer for 20 years. She lives in Noosa, Queensland, with her husband, Mark, who is a pastor. She enjoys leading Know Your Bible (KYB) and Mainly Music. For relaxation, Anne enjoys walking, reading, gardening and playing pickleball.
God’s tattoo
by Anne Hansen
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See, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands; your walls are ever before me (Isaiah 49:16).
Read Isaiah 49:14–21
I remember writing notes on my hand as a child to remember things I needed to do or get. Even now, I write something on my hand if it is really important. As it is temporary, it can be washed off. I remember my children liking temporary tattoos or stamps on their hands. It was a source of joy until it faded, and they wanted it off. I remember having friends at school who wrote test answers on their arms to ensure they got good marks. Tattoos have also become quite popular, with some people having children’s names, friends’ names, phrases or pictures that are special to them tattooed on their bodies.
God tells his people that he has ‘… engraved us on the palms of his hands …’ Basically, God is saying, ‘I am committed to you, and I am thinking about you all the time. I am caring for you always. You are a permanent part of me.’
The passage mentions that our walls are ever before him, meaning that all our needs are continually before God. We are his sons and daughters, and we belong to him. God provides for our daily needs and cares enough to give us what we need for our lives and to grow in godliness. He wants us to grow in our relationship with him and share his glory.
God encourages us to turn to his grace and provisions. He is intimately aware of all that is going on in our lives. He has etched us not only on his hands but on his heart. This is a great analogy as we consider what happened to Jesus at the cross.
Nails were embedded in his hands for us. So, we are with Jesus in his death and even more in his resurrection and the glory he prepared in advance for us. We have been permanently tattooed on God’s Son as he carries our needs and concerns. Today, know that you are God’s special child, and he has your name and life tattooed on his hands.
You are permanently etched on God’s hands and heart.
Thank you, my God, for naming and claiming me as your own. You bless me each day and guide me through all my concerns and issues. Forgive me when I do wrong and lead me always along your path to eternal life. Amen.
Anne Hansen has been the Lutheran Tract Mission development officer for 20 years. She lives in Noosa, Queensland, with her husband, Mark, who is a pastor. She enjoys leading Know Your Bible (KYB) and Mainly Music. For relaxation, Anne enjoys walking, reading, gardening and playing pickleball.
Becoming wise
by Anne Hansen
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If you want to become wise, you must begin by respecting the Lord. To know the Holy One is to gain understanding (Proverbs 9:10).
Read Proverbs 9:1–10
Many of the Proverbs were written by King Solomon, who was given wisdom as a gift from God. In the chapter our text is from, King Solomon speaks of two contrasting invitations: Lady Wisdom and Lady Folly (verses 13–18).
Lady Wisdom is portrayed as preparing a grand, secure home with a rich meal. It requires preparation and investment and offers lasting nourishment. In contrast, Lady Folly sets her table in the streets, offering ‘stolen water’ and quick, secret thrills.
Worldly temptation is like eating cheap fast food – it offers instant gratification and a momentary high; however, it lacks the long-term nutritional value required to sustain your soul. Lady Wisdom, however, offers a prepared feast of truth that nourishes, satisfies and brings eternal life.
We are also asked to choose which invitation we would like to accept: a roast dinner from God or something from a fast-food chain. In the long run, a diet consisting solely of fast food will bring us health problems. Living life with God takes more time to organise and prepare; however, it offers eternal salvation, provides more nourishment, and has value for our hearts, lives and health. God wants us to choose the way of wisdom, but it is ultimately we who need to work out which path we take.
Read through the passage Proverbs 9:1–10 again and note how we become wise. Wisdom is discernment when choosing what is better for our lives. Wisdom is being open to learning about God and his ways. Wisdom is being able to be corrected and instructed. Wisdom is respecting God and honouring him in everything. Wisdom is walking with God and learning about his will for our lives. May you grow in the wisdom of our Lord and Saviour, who knows what is best for your life and will lead and guide you as you navigate the issues that you may face. He is the source of all wisdom.
Grow in God’s love and will for your life and live!
Lord of Wisdom and Life, grow in my life the understanding I need to walk in your ways and to follow them to find nourishment for my life. Thank you, Lord, for showing me your ways. Amen.
Anne Hansen has been the Lutheran Tract Mission development officer for 20 years. She lives in Noosa, Queensland, with her husband, Mark, who is a pastor. She enjoys leading Know Your Bible (KYB) and Mainly Music. For relaxation, Anne enjoys walking, reading, gardening and playing pickleball.