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Thursday April 2, 2020: A journal entry:
JESUS WEPT.
A Morning mist of low cloud wrapped soft around the hills.
I read John 6 and tried to ponder on Jesus the living bread. But the mist beckoned and drew me outside, quickly enfolding me in its clammy embrace.
There was no pausing to choose direction. I headed straight up the hill blanketed in the foggy stillness, only birdcall echoing the inner certainty – she’s coming to pray.
Pray up the hill. I haven’t prayed up there for a while. I’ve prayed. But not there on God’s hill, my place of retreat.
At the summit, as cloud drifted and lifted, it was my heart that rained out its anguished plea, the cry for help with COVID19: LORD HEAR OUR PRAYER. Help us Jesus.
That was it. No wordy waffle. I perched on the rim of the damp bench, poised in grief and need; heart, mind and spirit turned to God, “Yet still do I praise you Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Living God.”
A lull then settled over me, like a mute button had been pressed to hush the turmoil of my distressed thoughts and wretched emotions concerning the plight of the world’s people. Wait. Be quiet!
Jesus wept. The words from last Sunday’s reading came to mind loud and clear.
33 When Jesus saw her crying, and the Judaeans who had come with her crying, he was deeply stirred in his spirit, and very troubled. 34 ‘Where have you laid him?’ he asked. ‘Master,’ they said, ‘come and see.’ 35 Jesus burst into tears. (John 11:33-35 NTE)
I too burst into tears, and as I wept, there at the top of the hill, I knew he was weeping with me. Weeping with all the world. Weeping for us all.
Turn to me. And I, turning, vision all awash, could see clearly, he was there. Feed my sheep. To this I shook my head, and thought, I’m no pastor. You are a minister of my word. Therefore, speak my word to others. Speak my word to one another. And suddenly understanding dawned. “You aren’t just saying this to me, are you? It’s your call to all of us: Feed your sheep. The responsibility is ours collectively.” And I pictured the scattered sheep, isolated from one another but belonging together and needing creative new ways of being church and speaking grace and hope to one another and others.
I plunged, then, down the hill, not following the worn paths but winding down the steeper slope, weaving through knee high weeds, around rocky mounds and patches of slippery flattened grass, to emerge at the wider base track.
Now is the time to forge new paths. Jesus is still the Way, the “base track” of my faith remains the same. It’s the network of familiar paths that represent how we have lived out our faith, that have fallen away, not God’s word or his kingdom, or his love.
I am thankful for this love that comes to us where we are: scattered sheep weeping in the mist of uncertainty. I’m thankful that Jesus wept and that his way isn’t set in stone. That he comes and calls us to discover a new and living way, today and tomorrow and the next day. Hallelujah! This is a new day! And the Jesus who weeps with us in our distress will renew us and lead us on beyond COVID19.
JESUS WEPT.
The autumn sun filtered a pale ray through the drifting grey. A reminder that the God who weeps, also sheds light as well as tears.
More than words
by Anita Foster
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If a brother or sister is naked and lacks daily food and one of you says to them, ‘Go in peace, keep warm and eat your fill,’ and yet you do not supply their bodily needs, what is the good of that? So faith by itself, if it has no works, is dead (James 2:15–17).
Read James 2:14–17
What a striking reminder James offers us of the importance of providing practical support, love and mercy to meet the needs of all people in a life of active faith. James is addressing Jewish Christians living outside of Jerusalem. These people knew about God. They knew about Jesus. They knew how to say all the right things, the right rituals, prayers and blessings. They could recite Scripture. I wonder if that describes some of us, too.
But James insists that a faith that is truly alive not only looks at what to say and believe, but what to do. It doesn’t show partiality toward those who are rich and influential or like-minded. But a living faith looks beyond to the needs of others and the world. It looks to the needs of the poor, the homeless, the sick and other injustices in our world. It’s not too busy or too stretched to help. To physically provide. To care and support. These actions of service, generosity and support are an outpouring of the love and care that God has lavished upon us. It is a way that others can actively experience the love of God through the work of our hands.
James invites us to live the kind of faith that reorients how we operate in the world. This can be challenging. I know that often I have good intentions in this space and don’t always follow through with action. This text invites us into a kind of faith that doesn’t just go along with cultural norms or expectations for enjoying life and looking out for ourselves, or even offering thoughts and prayers, but a faith that actively seeks to make a difference in the lives of those who need it most.
God of mercy, open our eyes to the needs around us and give us hands and hearts to serve. Help our faith be alive in compassion, generosity and justice. Amen.
Anita Foster lives in Melbourne’s outer east with her husband and three teen and tween daughters. She is the Director of Faith and Formation at Luther College in Croydon, and she loves teaching, theatre, being in nature and finding new ways to express her creativity.
Faith made beautiful
by Anita Foster
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… so that in everything they may be an ornament to the teaching of God our Saviour (Titus 2:10b).
Read Titus 2:1–10
In this passage from the Book of Titus, Paul writes to a new Christian community in Crete about living in a way that increases the attractiveness of the gospel message and makes it credible. He uses the words ‘ornament’ or ‘adorn’ to describe the way the lives of believers can make the gospel message beautiful.
In the text, Paul addresses the actions of people of different ages, genders, stages and stations of life. He speaks about self-control: being sound in faith, love and endurance; being reverent; not slandering or being enslaved to too much wine; teaching what is good; being loving partners and children; and being kind and good managers of the household. These things are part of the everyday-ness of life – the ‘in everything’ of life. We’re not talking about big, dramatic acts of faith or super-intelligent or influential arguments, but the fact that faithfully living a life of integrity is a crucial part of witnessing to the gospel.
People in our world are so sick of hypocrites and being disappointed by leaders. A prominent Christian writer was recently exposed as having an eight-year extramarital affair. We understand that none of us are exempt – we are all tempted by sin and fall short of God’s glory – it’s part of the human condition. We also know that God’s grace extends even to the darkest parts of life. But when recognised Christian writers or speakers behave in a way that is incongruent with a life of faith, it casts a shadow over the credibility of their teaching and their proclamation of the gospel.
To be clear, Paul is not saying that our actions save us – earlier and later in Titus, he asserts that salvation comes from God’s grace alone. But once received, grace can reshape a life. The Greek verb kosmeo, translated in this verse as ‘ornament’ or ‘adorn’, does not just relate to decoration or appearance. It means to arrange, put in order or make something beautiful by fitting it well. A life that is ordered or arranged by grace truly becomes a thing of beauty. Not to draw attention to itself, but to point to Jesus.
God of grace, we thank you for your incredible gifts to us. We ask that your Holy Spirit order and shape our lives in ways that reflect the beauty of the gospel, becoming a living testimony to the transforming work of Christ. Amen.
Anita Foster lives in Melbourne’s outer east with her husband and three teen and tween daughters. She is the Director of Faith and Formation at Luther College in Croydon, and she loves teaching, theatre, being in nature and finding new ways to express her creativity.
How much does it cost?
by Anita Foster
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So therefore, none of you can become my disciple if you do not give up all your possessions (Luke 14:33).
Read Luke 14:31–35
Wow! Jesus is bringing out the big guns … again. This time, it refers to the cost of being a disciple. Reading this passage, I am reminded of the work of Dietrich Bonhoeffer, a German theologian, pastor, seminary teacher and resistance operative against the Nazis during World War II. Bonhoeffer’s work calls Christians to embrace ‘costly grace’ and warns against ‘cheap grace’.
Bonhoeffer says that ‘Cheap grace is the preaching of forgiveness without requiring repentance … Cheap grace is grace without discipleship, grace without the cross, grace without Jesus Christ, living and incarnate’.
Bonhoeffer explains that by contrast, ‘Costly grace is the treasure hidden in the field; for the sake of it a [person] will gladly go and sell all that [they have] … it is the call of Jesus Christ at which the disciple leaves [their] nets and follows him.’
This kind of grace is costly, because it calls us to follow. However, it is grace because it calls us to follow Jesus Christ – the one who offers true life. Costly, because it asks us to pick up our cross, and it cost God the life of his only Son. Bonhoeffer says it is grace because ‘God did not reckon his Son too dear a price to pay for our life, but delivered him up for us’.
Sometimes, it can be tempting to leave the gospel at the nice, warm, fuzzy feeling of being loved and forgiven. Or to leave it for a Sunday morning church service. But true discipleship is costly. It inspires commitment, obedience and sacrifice, and with the help of the Holy Spirit, is transformative in our lives. By embracing spiritual growth in community over personal comforts, we can experience a grace that enables us to live a life in response to the amazing gift we have been given. This true life that Jesus offers is worth the cost.
Lord God, free us from clinging to comfort, and lead us into the true life found in Christ. Holy Spirit, strengthen us to walk the path of costly grace with faith and courage. Amen.
Anita Foster lives in Melbourne’s outer east with her husband and three teen and tween daughters. She is the Director of Faith and Formation at Luther College in Croydon, and she loves teaching, theatre, being in nature and finding new ways to express her creativity.